LIFE REVIEW
A mother attempts to videophone her son:
because of one half-broken button,
nothing is to be seen.
However – fancying she hears the
whispering of companions – she tries again.
All of a sudden – visions begin:
in the first – the schoolboy of nine crouches in front of a
stage hearth: others in the class, it seems, are chosen for
drama-without-scars.
Mother, like son, is the unobserved observer.
In her vision of the six-year-old boy by the sea –
toying with a watch that she has given him – she catches herself
stealing it back; and passing it on….
recalling that north-east wind at the end of August,
she learns about his sense of unreality.
In a third vision – he turns into the baby in the grass:
becomes the imago; the six-pointed star….
When he jumps his wordless patterns into unlimited air,
she feels how he concentrates the wisdom
here and there; here and there.
At last, the videophone reveals him fully nineteen –
rejection pressed into withdrawn pupils:
beyond them – are signs of a dying star….
Finding its pulse – the mother begins to listen:
to respond in time.
Copyright © JENNY JOHNSON